{"id":10,"date":"2026-04-13T22:01:12","date_gmt":"2026-04-13T22:01:12","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/subai.art\/?page_id=10"},"modified":"2026-04-14T05:27:41","modified_gmt":"2026-04-14T05:27:41","slug":"10-2","status":"publish","type":"page","link":"https:\/\/subai.art\/","title":{"rendered":""},"content":{"rendered":"\n<div class=\"wp-block-uagb-container uagb-block-373d1b07 alignfull uagb-is-root-container\"><div class=\"uagb-container-inner-blocks-wrap\">\n<div class=\"wp-block-media-text is-stacked-on-mobile\"><figure class=\"wp-block-media-text__media\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"1024\" height=\"494\" src=\"https:\/\/subai.art\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/ddv-1024x494.png\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-61 size-full\" srcset=\"https:\/\/subai.art\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/ddv-1024x494.png 1024w, https:\/\/subai.art\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/ddv-300x145.png 300w, https:\/\/subai.art\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/ddv-768x370.png 768w, https:\/\/subai.art\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/ddv.png 1530w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 1024px) 100vw, 1024px\" \/><\/figure><div class=\"wp-block-media-text__content\">\n<h2 class=\"wp-block-heading\"><strong><em>poetry and art by subai<\/em><\/strong><\/h2>\n\n\n\n<p>I am someone who turns emotion, thought, and experience into something tangible because words and images are the only ways I know how to make sense of what I carry inside. I write not just to express myself, but to preserve pieces of who I am in a form that can outlast me. I also create art because it is the only way I can imagine existing beyond my own death. I make it to leave something behind that will echo after my final moments, so that a part of me continues to speak when I no longer can.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n<\/div><\/div>\n<\/div><\/div>\n\n\n\n<div class=\"wp-block-uagb-container uagb-block-6093eca6 alignfull uagb-is-root-container\"><div class=\"uagb-container-inner-blocks-wrap\">\n<!DOCTYPE html>\n<html lang=\"en\">\n<head>\n<meta charset=\"UTF-8\">\n<link href=\"https:\/\/fonts.googleapis.com\/css2?family=Cormorant+Garamond:ital@1&#038;display=swap\" rel=\"stylesheet\">\n<style>\n  .marquee-wrap {\n    overflow: hidden;\n    border-top: 1px solid #e8e8e4;\n    border-bottom: 1px solid #e8e8e4;\n    padding: 0.75rem 0;\n    background: #fff;\n  }\n  .marquee-track {\n    display: flex;\n    width: max-content;\n    animation: marquee 18s linear infinite;\n  }\n  .marquee-item {\n    font-family: 'Cormorant Garamond', Georgia, serif;\n    font-style: italic;\n    font-size: 1rem;\n    color: #e8e8e4;\n    padding: 0 3rem;\n    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class=\"uagb-heading-text\">                                                                                       <strong>Art I&#8217;ve Created<\/strong><\/h2><\/div>\n<\/div><\/div>\n\n\n\n<div class=\"wp-block-uagb-container uagb-block-deb77aa4 alignfull uagb-is-root-container\"><div class=\"uagb-container-inner-blocks-wrap\">\n<div class=\"wp-block-uagb-container uagb-block-095cd625\">\n<div class=\"wp-block-uagb-image uagb-block-324e02d6 wp-block-uagb-image--layout-default wp-block-uagb-image--effect-static wp-block-uagb-image--align-none\"><figure class=\"wp-block-uagb-image__figure\"><img decoding=\"async\" srcset=\"https:\/\/subai.art\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/gaea-idekwhatthisrepresents-1.webp ,https:\/\/subai.art\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/gaea-idekwhatthisrepresents-1.webp 780w, https:\/\/subai.art\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/gaea-idekwhatthisrepresents-1.webp 360w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 480px) 150px\" 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class=\"wp-block-uagb-advanced-heading uagb-block-dc23398e\"><h2 class=\"uagb-heading-text\">                                                                                                  <strong>Poetry<\/strong><\/h2><\/div>\n<\/div><\/div>\n\n\n\n<div class=\"wp-block-columns is-layout-flex wp-container-core-columns-is-layout-28f84493 wp-block-columns-is-layout-flex\">\n<div class=\"wp-block-column is-layout-flow wp-block-column-is-layout-flow\">\n<h2 class=\"wp-block-heading\">fade away.<\/h2>\n\n\n\n<p>I&#8217;m watching<br>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;you&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;f&nbsp;&nbsp;a&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;d&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;e<br>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;a&nbsp;&nbsp;w&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;a&nbsp;&nbsp;y.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>and all I wish<br>is to&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;fa&nbsp;&nbsp;d&nbsp;&nbsp;e<br>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;w i&nbsp;&nbsp;t&nbsp;&nbsp;h&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;y o u<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>b&nbsp;&nbsp;u&nbsp;&nbsp;t&nbsp;&nbsp;I&#8217;m here<br>waiting<br>for you<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;t&nbsp;&nbsp;o&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;f a&nbsp;&nbsp;d&nbsp;&nbsp;e&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;b a&nbsp;&nbsp;c&nbsp;&nbsp;k<br>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;i&nbsp;&nbsp;n t o<br>m&nbsp;&nbsp;y&nbsp;&nbsp;l i f e<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>and meet me<br>at the point<br>I&#8217;m anchored.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;though, now<br>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;I m&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;a fra i d<br>I m<br>f a&nbsp;&nbsp;d&nbsp;&nbsp;i&nbsp;&nbsp;n g&nbsp;&nbsp;t o o<\/p>\n<\/div>\n\n\n\n<div class=\"wp-block-column is-layout-flow wp-block-column-is-layout-flow\">\n<h2 class=\"wp-block-heading\">I practiced grief<br>in a cup<\/h2>\n\n\n\n<p>every bruise,<br>sunderance,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>held in the palm<br>like something sacred.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I sipped to remember.<br>Felt the bitterness<br>meet my lip.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>then let it fall<br>down the drain<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>watched it go<br>and leave me,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>and mourned it,<br>the way you mourn<br>even what hurt you.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>but the cup emptied<br>is a cup<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>waiting<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>and I filled it<br>with something that tasted<br>like morning,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>like a crisp<br>spring day<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>and it wasn&#8217;t bitter,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>and it wasn&#8217;t bitter.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n\n\n\n<div class=\"wp-block-uagb-container uagb-block-5f062a43 alignfull uagb-is-root-container\"><div class=\"uagb-container-inner-blocks-wrap\">\n<!DOCTYPE html>\n<html 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